Fasting Still Fasting..

Already halfway.. Without we notice, now we already in 14 days on this fasting season. So lets talk about this year fasting season for now..

One I can say about this year fasting season, I am back to basic. As I remember this is the first time I break fasting with my family more than 10 days in a row. The last time I do it is when I in standard 6 which is 12 years old. After that, I used to break fasting with my fren bcoz since I am 13, my family send me to hostel.

Guess what? it is alredy 14 days but I didnt go to any "bazar ramadhan" yet, not even once!! Me myself still dont believe about it. Why?? Coz no need to go there. Just stay at home and still have many thing that I can eat.. =P Sometime, I think I also want to go there at least one. But I can't coz Its really bored going there without frens =(

It is different before, during my study dying time. Everyday go to bazaar buy same food everyday but still not bored and not tired at all. Really miss that moment. Even we just eat what we can buy and not much, but I feel more satisfied coz I eat that I got it by myself. It different now, sit at the table, and a lot of foods in front of me!

But wateva it is, this is what we call life isnt it?? And all I experience before this will always be memory. And even condition is not same, fasting still fasting..

It Is No Isnt It? =P

Yesterday I read about this man in a newspaper. About his career and his life. He is very popular in New York back then but decide to back to his own country bcoz he said that the culture at there is not match with him. So he go back and choose the rite path. Suddenly I want to post one of his song here. Coz it is really nice song with nice melody I think..

I praise Allah for sending me you my love

You found me home and sail with me

And I`m here with you

Now let me let you know

You`ve opened my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong

But everything was changed when you came along

OOOOO

And theres a couple words I want to say

Chorus:

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you

And I ask Allah to bless all we do

You`re my wife and my friend and my strength

And I pray we`re together eternally

Now I find myself so strong

Everything changed when you came along

OOOO

And theres a couple word I want to say

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here

Infront of me I strongly feel love

And I have no doubt

And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

I know that deep in my heart..

Actually one of my fren suggest this song to me. She said that it is a suitable song to hear during this fasting season. She also said that this song will make her touching if someday her future husband sing this song for her. If that so, let me be your husband then. So wanna be my wife? owh, its ok. No need to answer. I guess it is no isnt it? =P

Ready To Watch!!

Morning, I have done with some modification for my EOL.. Nothing actually, just changing some widget to another place and so on. But later, I think I want to add some mv to this EOL so here it is! It is actually done. For this session I decide to use 2PM as the topic for my mv. The reason is simple, their mv is really "terbaik!!" That is why..

At first I want to use youtube playlist like I use on my frenster few years ago. But soon I realize that blog is not same with frenster so using youtube playlist on blog is not the best idea. Know why?? Bcoz dimension (height and width) of that playlist is not match with the blog space so at last I decide not to use youtube playlist and find other source

Anyone who want to make playlist using youtube, let me teach it how. Firstly, you must have your own youtube acount. Then go to my account and find video and click playlist. Fill what require and after that click create playlist. Settle with that, just browse and find videos that you want, open it and click at saved button and saved to playlist, easy rite?

The problem is, it cannot match with the blog widget space so to use it in the blog is no use. But it can be uses in some other page so dont worry about it. Go back to my story, bcoz of this small problem I cancel my plan and at last I find new source for my video playlist. Just few minutes that I spend and after that, the playlist is ready to watch!!

Bye And Takecare..

One day before fasting day, I got some messages wish "selamat berpose" "selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan" n so on.. Besides that, I also receive that message from M. So since M is fren of N, I ask M about N and why suddenly N become an ice?? M said it is bcoz N is very busy with a lot of things and bcoz of that N acting like that. Em.. is it true?? Maybe but I think maybe not coz I realize 1 thing, N only become an ice with me. I really can notice that so I tell to M about that thing. I also tell M that I dont want to be N fren anymore bcoz I can see that N also did not want to be my fren, and for that kind of person I treat it simple, fine then. M said is not good doing that coz N actually has a lot of problems inside N's mind. Em I see but even it is true anymore, N should remember 1 thing: I am not the one who cause the problem and I really sure about that. So for me it is not fair to treat me like that?? ++ only I has being treat like that and it is really not fair!! So, what happen is happen. I dont want to be a fren with someone that does not want to be fren with me and become an ice with me. But wateva it is, I also did not want to + new enemy, so just forget it and sorry if I really has done wrong. To that N, bye and takecare..

Nothing Can Do About It..

What's new?? not so new but still new.. I think so.. (I dont know what I write actually =P) ahakz Ok2.. done with play around so let gets serious but not so serious.. em, at last I end my graduation peacefully. Thanx for the person that give me gift n say congratz 2 me, and also to a frens that pray for me and hope I not fall down in that stage.. It really works!

So, story about the konvo.. My graduation day held on Saturday. So for me it still ok but the thing that make it not so ok is the time. It was held in the afternoon. So what can we say about that?? I give a hint.. Time, Camera, Peoples.. So what is it?? Cant snap a lot of pictures with PEOPLES using CAMERA bcoz already late at that TIME. Got it?? ahakz

And what I predict is true. I calculate for several time and notice that I only taken picture with 1, 2, 3.. 15 frens if im not mistaken.. So poor me.. And it happen bcoz not enough time after my graduation session finish. So is not a good thing bcoz I know after this it is hard to take a pictures with all of them again, but what can I say. Nothing can do about it..

Like It As Mine See It..

No! it is secret, no! just find yourself, This is some of the famous words usually use by this person. Even if ask for the address, the favourite food place the answer that will got is no! Some time I think why must keep the address as the secret?? So how can I send some "hari raya card" (only if I too "rajin" to do it =P) or ask for some "duit raya" later.. But even with all that reason the answer still no! and I just can smile with it..

Own a lot of dolls?? From the bear to a cat.. from a sheep to a sheeps.. really make me surprise bcoz it seem like this person not really feminine.. =P It is more seem like someone who like challenging game or something that is extreme, dangerous and can blow out your mind. So knowing that make me want to laugh.. Dont take to serious ok, I am not to make a fun to that person, but it just really unique and make me laugh.. haha

Entertaining person?? Maybe.. this person know to make a jokes sometimes.. but in ironically way. In other word, this person has some sort of laser too inside the mouth. But just dont feel angry or any negative feeling coz it just the way this person express itself. Besides this person really good at talk @ arguing. But with me, surely it is a tie.. ^^ Em, honestly I always lost bcoz it is normal isn't it, how can a student beat a master?? ahakz

Relax.. From what I see, that is what I see. The only person who really seem dont have any problem inside it mind. Everyday is relax, relax and relax. Really make me jealous. How can this person live like that?? Without no trouble at all?? It is not fair.. I ask about that to that person and it just laughing back at me.. And that make me laugh back too. Maybe that is the answer. Just laugh out loud and after that continue with our own live..

Energetic is the other criteria that I see inside this person. Everyday, every weeks there is a lot of activities this person will do. From the camping to field trip to work to field trip again. Where did that person got that kind of energy?? Unbelievable!! Even me need some sort of rest in one or two days but this person can go on doing thing without tired at all. Soon I found out that this person is an athlete actually.. Owh.. now I understand..

Low profile.. em, maybe bcoz as the master this person can get along with the student like me =P and just "layanz" wateva I talk about with that crazy characteristic inside that person personality. That is why talk something about that person is something fun to do bcoz even I say something that is cruel or out of the box, this person can take it coz this person know exactly I just jokes about it (I think that person think like that =P)

Hence my story done. It is only what I think about. Different people has different thought rite? As for me, that is my opinion. You want to think different, it is your choice. As long it is sincere it ok isn't it? Hope to that person, you will.. like it as mine see it..

Not Silent After That..

Lets talk about korean music today. Why korean?? Simple, bcoz I want to talk about it.. =P Recently, if you have notice there is a lot of newcomer in the korean music industry. And this newcomer make me headache sometimes bcoz it is mean I has tu create a new folder in my korea music folder. Last time that I remember I already have 27 folders of korean's band or singer that I think has a lot of potential to become success in the future..

But, sadly some of them just disappear just like that after debut with one or two albums. So just one question in my mind to them, why must you all debut if you only release one album and than keep silent from year to year?? It make my folder I create is useless.. Seem it just wasting my time prepare that special folder to such group. And now suddenly come a lot of newcomers again. Hope this time all of them will not silent after that..

I Am Proud With It!!

Few days before graduation. Its really like a dream. Close and open eyes and here it is! I really had finish my studies finally, and suddenly I want to recall how it began..

I start my education at kindergarten school.. To be honest, at that time I am very lazy. Lazy to wake up in the morning, lazy to take a bath, lazy to go to school, and etc. The truth is, I only be in kindergarten for 6 months.. ahakz! My mom try everything to kick away that lazy, but it just a waste until she use "it".. What is "it" ?? I give clues, I hate "it" very2 much!! Fellow frens, can guess that?? But ironically, bcoz of "it" I think I can finish my studies like this.. So, even I hate "it", thanx to "it" !!

Then I enter standard one. At that time, I already throw away that lazy but I got a new fren call naughty.. For me it is normal like malay words say " bese r, budak2" So bcoz of that naughty, teachers know me very well.. But bcoz of "that", I stop being naughty. There is an incident that make my feet bleeding and it really scary at that time. Luckily my top student in class aka my class monitor help me. After that, I start to being nice + I realize one thing: my class monitor is really cute actually =P

That cute class monitor left my school later and her stories end like that. Later, after I got my UPSR result that is the time when I separate school with my old frens. It is very sad at first because we are too close.. New school are very hard. Seniors are really fierce. But I think positively so I do my best in that school. ++ I got to know some new frens and also first person I really like.. at the first time I see her ( no need to talk about her now, she is not mine =) Soon after that I finish my school.

Next I enter the matriculation. Same thing about my school and this matriculation, we only have malay here. So it easy for me to communicate with all of them. I also start to join some activities here. It is really fun but bcoz a lot of people here, I dont have much time to know all of them. So sorry for that. I dont know why, even in matriculation, I still think that studies is easy.. It is not mean I am pride. But it just what I think about. As a proof, I get an excellent result during my matriculation session..

Lastly, I succeed enter university. I am really proud of it. I am sure my family feel the same too. At first I think it will be easy as matriculation. But this time Im wrong. Life in university is really hard. The subjects, the chapter.. It really can blow out my mind.. + the other work that we must do: quizzes, assignments, reports, presentations, short tests, experiments, projects and most toughest one thesis.. and dont forget final exams.. Thanx GOD for give me the strength to go through all of this..

And finally here I am.. Without I notice and realize, I already finish with the studies. Few days later I will get my scroll for what I have done this whole years and I am proud with it!!

Purple, Orange Or Pink??

"Green or yellow?? Green or yellow??" I think and think within a minute and lastly make a decision.. I take yellow!! coz it is hard to find yellow than the green and bcoz of that I choose yellow first instead of green.. That is how I got my 7th sw..

Few weeks later, graduation procedure need me to go there again and in my mind there is one thing only "Must find the 8th this time!!" So at that day, I start my Reroda and drive to that place, finish what I have to do there and start my mission..

First trial, I have been accompanied by some friends but at the end, mission fail!! I found the blue, the brown but already has it.. I go there from my house that located about 100++ km and go back with nothing?? It cant be! So I decide to stay there..

Next day, I try my luck once again. Go to the same place but this time alone.. What is good about that is I can search it wherever I want. From one place to another, from shop to shop and at last I found it, but this time it just like the previous one..

"Green of purple?? Green or purple??" Why must it happen again?? So after think I decide to take a green one as my 8th sw.. So + that I already has black, white, red, brown, grey, blue, yellow and green.. Whats next?? purple, orange or pink??

My Short Note..

Bye bye July, welcome August..

Em.. firstly sorry coz dont know what to write in July, in other word no idea! So bcoz of that, like you can see I only have about 5 entries in July which is new record for the least entry of the month!! But, I will try my best to write a lot of thing in this August.. So to my readers do support me ok?? =)

Thats all my short note..