The End Of My First Love Story..

"Salam.." short message that I got from her today.. Em.. Long time didnt hear about her.. So what happen today? I ask my heart and it say it is ok for me to reply it.. So I decide to do it and bcoz of that we text for a while.

Who is her?? Some peoples sure can guess it. She is my ex.. And the rumor I heard before is true, she already has someone to replace my place. Good to know that. It make me happy now.. Why?? Bcoz I really sure this time it finally over.. The main problem that running inside my mind for about 3 years can be settle down now. No more sadness, heart broken and so on.. And I really hope for it coz I know that I dont want to think about it anymore.. Thanx GOD for that.. I really believe this time it is over for real and good news is now I think we can be a good friend once again..

Im happy for her. Now, she has someone better than me.. and she is happy. Good to know that. So for me starting from today, there will be no regret or guilty feeling anymore. And that is the end of my first love story..

So I Stop Typing Here..

World Cup Fever already come!! This time is the first time I really take it seriously.. Ahakz. The proof is I still not sleep until now just to wait the next game started.. Really crazy huh? Not sure but maybe it is happen bcoz I still in relaxation mode.

I still remember when I still in school, wake up to watch football match is the thing that I dont want to do. I just do it once and after that, no more!! For me do that thing just waste my energy + make me sleepy, tired and wateva same with it..

But now, do that is the normal thing for me. Maybe bcoz when I at university, I started to sleep late due to work + assigment + study + etc.. So bcoz of that I still wake up until now without any intention to have some sleep yet.

Back to world cup, it really make me shock!! What Malay call " gergasi bola sepak" one by one is defeated by unfamous team.. Spain, Germany, France, England all of them are really in dangerous position, and few hours ago Italy join the group..

What can I say, this year world cup has a lot of surprise. All of them seem equal potential to win so until now I cant expect who will be the champion of this league. But I hope Argentina will make it! Owh, game already start so I stop typing here..

Dont Know Why But Just Like It!!

Lately I like watching korean shows. Just like it. It full with jokes and make me lol without stoping. ++ it is not fake like some entertainment show. It just natural. But what make me surprise is I watching korean drama once again!! Me myself didnt believe this.

Talk about it. It is hard for me to follow korean series. I still remember, first korean series I like to watch is Full House. Im sure all of you already know about it right? The main character Rain and Song Hye Kyo really give their best shot. The story about girl that must be maid in order to get his house back.. Full of laughter and craziness.. And that the main reason I watch it. You should try it too..

After that, I take a break from watching korean drama until new series release with the title My Girl. This time the combination of Lee Dong Wook and Le Dae Hee really work!! A crazy girl + arrogant man.. Give a lot of funny moments there. A story about a man that ask a stranger pretend to be her sister in order to fulfill his grandfather wishes, really interesting. And of coz, it end with the happy moment!

Once again after the series end, I quit watching. But not for long coz after that they release Sassy Girl Chun Hyang. My favourite Han Chae Young as main actress is 1st reason I watch it. With Jae Hee it become perfect! Unplanned marriage that end with happiness.. First episode already make me laughing and it continues until several episodes. After that the story telling change but it still ok.

Then, I didnt watch any other series coz for me it is not good enough. But one day I had a suggestion from my sis. She say to me Boys Over Flower is good to watch. So I give it a try then. And result is.. I agree with her! Lee Min Ho + Koo Hye Sun = Just Perfect! even it just an adaptation from taiwan series.. And for this series, I also buy the box set for this series!! Me myself still not believe with it.. Ahakz!

And now I watch Cinderella Stepsister. To be honest, 1st episode still not make me interested. + I still studies at that time. But bcoz of this relax session I try once again watching it and even it is different compare to other series I watch before (no jokes at all) I still enjoy it. Congratz to both main characters which is Moon Geun Young and Chun Jung Myung for your good acting.. Keep it up guys!!

So thats it, from I start to learn speaking until now, I only watching these 5 series seriously. Really proof I not really like korean series rite? Just the best can win my heart. Ahakz. But majority korean entertainment show, dont know why but just like it!!

Finish With New Entry

Just to mention here. My blog start to being visited by spider.. I can saw webs here and there everywhere.. luckily still no termites to eat my entry.. ahakz! Just a metaphore actually.. What I want to say is I cant always update my blog everyday like I do before coz not much can I story rite now.. Just a simple n normal life..

Luckily few days ago my father decide to visit my village near T****** so at last I has something to share. Honestly, only one reason I like to visit my village there. Not bcoz of my grand parent (coz I am too old rite now to "manje2" with them) So the only reason is bcoz I like to meet the cutest sibling aka my kazens!

To be honest and make it clear, me myself dont know actually what is the relationship between me and all of them. So I just consider them as my kazens. Story about them if not mistaken, I know the existence of them when I go back to my village few years ago bcoz my uncle (maybe) suddenly past away.

At that time, all of them still young and just know how to laugh and have fun. So bcoz I really can match with young people especially kids, so from that nite we getting closer. I dont really count but I think all of them is about 11 siblings!! So many rite?? But even there was small at that time, can still have fun with them

But time matured us, I go back to my village and notice that all of them already grown up. So it feel a bit different now. No more jokes, beat and play together. They all look shy when see me. Luckily the eldest N******* A*** still feel comfortable with me. So I end up has a conversation with the eldest.

A lot of things we talk.. From their house that I seen different than before to the education part. But, since that nite they will go back to their grand parent house so I just can see them for a while.. After that, life in village become so bored. Dont know what to do next so decide to sleep and finish with new entry..

Really Annoying With It..

Holiday make me become a novel's reader and turn me into "jiwang" mode since 95% of novel I read story about love. Bcoz of that lately like to talk about love. Talking about it Im sure all of you will imagine how beautiful it is, how nice to fall in love and etc.Sorry, didnt want talk about that. Just want to talk about things related to love that make me annoying. Plus Im annoying person too.. Lol! (Thanx to N for being honest, salute to you ^.^)

1st - I will show to world that I love her/him very much!!!

You know what?? This thing make me sick!! Really2 sick.. Someone that think that he, she already find their soulmate will try their best to show to the world that they love her, him very2 much. The way that he, she use is writing, drawing, painting, anything that can show that.. For example use such quotes like "If love you is a sins, I rather go to jail","U r my sunshine, without u my life is dark", etc and let all his, her friends read that to show that he, she really love that girl, guy.. Plizz.. It is important to do that? What is your intention actually?? To show off?? Really annoying.. Are you sure that they is your soulmate?? If yes its good.. But what happen if it is not? And you break up later? Dont it will shame you? Like malay said " Ayat je kencang.." So pliz stop this ok? If really love someone, most important is to show that you love that person, not to show off..

2nd - If I cant get you, nobody cant!!

I word to describe this, crazy!! Often see these when watching drama or movies. But Im sure, in reality, same thing happen. It happen when he, she like her, him but her, him like someone else. So he, she promise themselves that if he, she cant get the girl, guy they want. It is means nobody cant also get that. So what they do next?? 2 choices only. Either kill people they love or kill people they hate. After that same step, kill themselves!! Same ending.. most stupid! Really "brilliant" isnt it?? What that they get finally after doing all that?? True.. in real world nothing!! So why must do that?? Hello guys, girl.. There is a lot of human in this world and for your information GOD created all of us with a pair so if he, she didnt accept you, it is mean that you are not created for her, him. So go and find your true pair.. It is so hard?? Why must use blood to settle this thing. Use mind next time ok?

3rd - Em.. it just nothing (but its really has something)

You seem close to her, him from day to day. Is that something happen between you and him, her?? Already fall in love with each other?? Answer usually get is no, nothing happen actually. We just friend.. Hahaha.. Really2 funny. 1 people notice about it maybe true nothing is happen. But what if more than 10 peoples also notice the same thing?? Still want to deny it? What for?? To keep others heart? Lie!! Truth is, want something happen but afraid nothing will happen. Also scared if he, she not have same feeling relationship will end just like that. Why must scared?Just say it and accept the result. Normal in love accept, being accepted, reject and being rejected. I already experience all that but still alive today so?? Stop answer nothing happen, we just close friend. It really make me sick plus someone has told me, if someone say nothing happen, it means something happen..

4th - I try my best to help.. OMG!! I also fall to her,him..

You like someone but person that you like didnt know about that. So you ask your friend to help. Your friend at last agree with it and start the mission to help. Bcoz of that, you and your friend always contact with each other . Your friend really help a lot, at last the person you like give attention to you. But coz you are "stranger" she, he need more time. At last she, he ready to accept you but wait! Your friend that help you before suddenly confess that she, he start to like you too? What crazy thing happen here?? Try to help and then steal it. Can I call it backstabber?? Dont you think its seem like toying around with peoples heart?? That person, What will happen to her, him after that?? Just imagine same thing happen to you.. Its really make your heart crush rite?? Being stab by your own bestfriend.. So why do that to someone else?? Really dont understand.. Sick with it.

Done but before that, note here: this is my blog so I write what I want. Read if you want, or leave if dont want to. If "terase" it is up to you but dont blame me. I just write it generally.. ++ my friend SAJ said to me that this thing, this blog is mine.. Only mine.. So wateva I write here, It is up to me.. Coz I just write what is running inside my mind. Just want to share something that I want.. So lastly believe me 4 things above, really annoying with it..

Some News To Share..

I got some news to share here. Firstly, my ex already find someone to replace me. Congratz to her. Hope this new person are better than me, and both of them will have a happy ending. Suddenly remember what she said to me before. Wateva happen she will wait for me.. Now?? Funny is it?? But, just forget about it. So it is mean I should find someone new also?? So any volunteer here? ahakz.. jokes only. Still too early for me..

I got some news to share here. Secondly, my sis also already find someone special in her heart once again. Wow!! for me it is very2 fast!! About 2 months didnt contact since she is busy with her part time job suddenly knowing this, of coz it is shocking at first.. + as I remember it just few months after.. But as long she is happy with that it is ok.. Hope this one will be eternal. Dont play2 around again ok.. Or I will beat you =P

I got some news to share here. Lastly, my friend already find someone new. From what I see and what I understand, that new someone is my own classmate (if wrong sorry). But I think it is true. As proof he use that picture showing him and my classmate on his page. Suddenly think how can this two person fall in love. It just cant be imagine!! lol! But congratz to both of you. Just one advice here. Please dont do like you do last time.

Thats some news to share..

Consider You As Stranger..

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Who are they??? They text me suddenly and say hi.. They say they know me, so why when I ask to introduce themselves they refuse to answer and blame me and said that I forget them.. As I know, I already tell that my lovely w910 is start to become crazy and bcoz of that lot of numbers are lost.. So please let me know who are they.. Introduce yourself k?? If not, I consider you as stranger..

Finish With My Task..

Few week ago, I notice that one of my friend and my blogger friend, IF tag me to do some task. The "brilliant" is, IF just tag me on its page and never told me about it so I dont know about it until I visit IF page. So, to IF sorry about that.

The task is simple, anyone that has been tag must open their picture folder, and find their 8th folder, open it and upload the 8th picture in that folder to their blog and write something about that picture and after that tag 8 peoples to do the same.

So here is what I done. Open my computer, click my local disc d icon n after that click at my picture folder icon. The folder open and I click at my 8th folder inside it Curve Ikano Ikea and search for 8th picture and upload it. The result as below:

Picture above is picture of IF itself and AP. I remember about it. It is the picture that we taken when we hang out and break fasting together. It is taken when we had a headache to choose suitable place for dinner. Finally we decide to eat here! Not remember this place name but food most likely based on the rice. Wateva it is, the taste is great!!

So here it is. To IF about to tag 8 peoples, I cant do that coz ur friend = my friend so you already did it. No need to tag same person twice isnt it? So thanx for tag them for me!! You make my job easy. With that, I finish with my task..