Walk On My Own Path..

Few days, my mind become mess.. All things suddenly come rapidly just like that. My sickness, my feeling, and my emotion seem to mix with each other. I cant stand with it anymore. As the result, I feel like I want to explode. But thanx GOD I didnt for real..

I just dont know what should I believe.. What should I trust.. Either the words or my instinct or my heart? Anyone can tell me? Who are saying the truth? Who are lying? Are they truth and I wrong? Im truth and they wrong? Or both of us are seriously wrong?

Really mess thinking about it. Until at last, I decide to gave up everything, to forget everything and to clear my mind. At the time I type all this words, I know that I start to change. Until now I not smiling anymore.. Can you believe that? Really not like me rite..

Wateva but I know what I want to do, what I already do and what I will do more than anyone. Just hope there will be no regret about it. This time I think I really gave up everything. The only things left is to stand on my own foot and walk on my own path..