That's Why Better To Be Cruel..

One of my friend said that I'm to kind, to nice.. and ask me to be more cruel. The other friend want me to keep been nice.. But for me, after what happen I think I will start to be cruel to peoples. Really will start it later. Now, I'm really tired doing all this things : take care other's heart, make sure they happy, concern for them.. but, at last what I got is hurt, hurt and hurt.. coz they repay that with lying to me about almost everythings.

I'm not stupid ok!! I have a brain that God give to me to think, to observe and to know what really happen.. Besides, I have learn more about all this things from my own experience.. the experience that hurt me a lot but until now I keep smiling.. try to make like nothing happen just bcoz I still keep in mind that they are my frends, even what they do to me is really hurt.. the story is below, happen couple years ago:

" L really like V very much, since in school. One of L friend T know about this and keep supporting L.. year and year, at last L can get closer to V.. but suddenly T start to contact V, with the reason that T want V to help T tackle V's friend. L that is pure at that time seem it as nothing.. What the stupid L.. About a month, L seen that V and T become much more closer, more than L closer to V. Realize that there have something between V and T, L ask them about it, but they say they just friend. Want to trust or not, L has no choice.. So L just said ok then. What the hell, after few month L got know something that's really shock him.. V and T is now a couple? What?? What is this? Where is gone the statement 'that they just friend'? L force V and what V can said is sorry, she just want to take care of L heart.. What the nice answer.. dont V realize that what she's done is hurting L ?? It is better if V said that there is something happen between V and T when L ask about it before.. Dont you think so? Just say if its true although the truth will make hurt. But it is better than pretend nothing happen and suddenly something more shocking happen.. Thanx to T and V, the person that L call friends.. stab L at the back.. make L realize that better to trust himself more than anybody, And until now L keep smiling when meet T and V, and still can talk to them nicely, make a joke with them, just bcoz L still know meaning of friends, although they dont know about it.."

Enjoy reading it?? that is the true story of my life. Dont say about V and T. But L is really me.. Want to believe or not, I let you to judge it. And I think maybe thing same like this will happen to me again. But the different is, this time I will get ready to face it. To all persons outside there that act like my friends, thanx to all of you.. you really good at act. And for me, that's why better to be cruel..