Salam.. just come home from open house one of my coursemate... The different is I dont know too much about my coursemate that held this open house... so I just go there, talk a few word to her/him, eat anything that I want there, meet her/his family, and done.. thats all.. so after finish with all that thing, I thinking and say to myself, is that all I can do??
Looking at the other friends, I know they seem so happy there.. a lot of pictures their taken, with a lot of jokes, happiness, enjoyable.. suddenly I feel very pity with myself.. Why ?? because this is firstime in my life i go to her/his house.. it is not because her/his not invited but me myself refuse to go there before this.. even several friends ask me to go there..
And as the result, as you can see, firstime I go and dont know what to do there.. Dont know want to talk with who and dont know how to make them realize that I exist there.. haha.. what the unlucky I am not use the years that God given to know all my friends.. feel like a stupid because refuse to involve with them before this.. like I throw away the chance that have been given to me..
Haha.. but I think positively and it is not to late to being closest with all my friends.. I will try to not throwing away the chance to know all of them that is given to me anymore.. bcoz i know that they all are good friends, only I dont know them well.. so to me.. better keep going to know all my friends before it is to late.. thats all..
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ko nie memang susah nak bercakap dengan orang yang tak biasa kan. mcm aku jugak dulu. pendiam dan sgt berat mlut. sejak lepas PLKN dlu baru aku mula 'bercakap' haaaaa tingggg aku dapat idea dah nk update apa esok .. kihkihkih
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