Catch You Later!!

At last, Friday come.. Today is the day. About few hours later, me and the housemates will go to K**** K******, P****. The main reason is to attend the wedding ceremony for one of my friend's sister. Congratz to her. Hope she will live happily ever after.. =) We will stay there about 3 to 4 days. So thats why we think just attend that wedding is not enough.

So we already plan something more after finish with that wedding. Some plan that we discuss to do is go to the beach, travelling around and maybe go to the waterfall. hope that our plan will running smoothly. Bcoz of that, need to sleep now or else, will wake up late.. (Already late to sleep.. haha). So thats all for now.. Catch you later!!

One Of My Friend..

3 days without typing anything, means no idea!!! So I stalk my fren one by one and suddenly something attract me.. I open that and after look it, my heart say "not bad, interesting.." Then, I keep stalking and stalking until find something that surprise me.. Really brave I think. Need courage to do that. Decide to use it as my idea, and already get permission..

" First time saw with my eyes, what I can say it is really annoying, gedikz, ++ wateva. No need to act like that. Just relax and stay normal.. Coz it really annoying acting like that.. (Sorry but that is my first impression.. haha). Not really sure but I think I hate it. Until I know the truth about it. It is not annoying actually. What can I say, it just like that since first time see the world.. So what peoples can do, just accept it.. =P So after knowing better, at that time I change my mind. Friend that is really friend very suitable with it. Im sure with it coz me myself has that experience.. So after that, I think I succedd add 1 more friend.. And hope to be bestfriend after this.. Em.. But that is not what I want to tell actually. I know before this is the sad time, but try to make people happy by act happy too. For me, it is very hard to do that but it still succeed.. I give my respect. Still listen to others problem even have the own problem.. Sorry if I be one of them =( Sometime need to do it in order to release my own tension. New stories that surprise me is now it is very happy. The reason bcoz got a new heart.. And it is really brave to state that in public. Me myself didnt have that courage.. Emm.. still not sure weither already got it for real or not, but congratz from me!! If succeeded, take care of that new heart better than before okay? And I hope this time will be the last (So I can eat nasi minyak after this.. =P) Really deserve it.."

End of the stories.. Understand what I trying to tell? Me myself get confuse with what Im typing actually.. Haha.. But wateva.. As long there have something that I can tell about. Dont care about confuse thing. Just want to tell the stories. And want to tell about the courage that it has. I want that too.. Where can I get it? Anyone knows? But who is it? Guess who? One of my friend..

Still Searching..

Hmm.. about few days I didnt update everything on this. Yeah, a bit bz lately. Besides, until now I still learn the way to customise my blog template. Change the layout for the blog is really hard, hard than customize friendster profile.. Haha (Peoples that have my friendster page surely know about my own friendster overlay layout rite? )

At first I think it is easy to customize blog, but it is not. Wateva, I still will continue doing it. Bcoz I love it. Love programming very much.. =P So even I cant learn 100%, 50% is more than enough I think. And bcoz of that, rite now I just use the basic one. Until I find one that is very nice to customize. Still searching..

Jealousy..

After few years, suddenly the jealousy come.. Haha

" It come today. Today is his birthday. Congratz to him!! GOD give him a chance to add 1 more year to his age. So I wish his besday. Everything looking fine until he go down and come back with the present. Suddenly I feel jealous. A bit of I think. It is not bcoz of the present. But because the person that give him that present. That person... is her. I think I can forget her after few years but today, the present that he get make me remind of her again. I know I should not feel jealous but as a human, I cant lie to myself about that.

I remember few years ago. When both of us still single. At that time we are really close to each other. One day, when my besday nearly come, she ask me what besday present that I want? Stupid me at that time saying to her that its okay, no need to give me anything for my birthday. Haha.. Thinking about it again make me feel like a fool. I know she is really sincere to give me something but I rejected it. Dont you think I am stupid? Haha.. Truth is at that time I just dont want to burden her. Thats why I say that I dont want anything.

But, like I always said, the past will always be the past. I cant always look at the back, but must looking forward. Thing now has change. Now me and her are different. Both of us have our own life. We can only be friend but cant be as close as before. Maybe thats why I feel a bit of jealousy to him. But it is better for me rite now to think positively. I know he is really match with her. And I am sure he can take care of her more than I can do. I really sure about this. Coz I know both of them long time ago and I will pray for their happiness =) "

But, still has a bit of jealousy..

Just A Week..

3 weeks has gone. A lot of tutorials has come. New chapters has been teach to me. But only few of that I understand 100%. Other seem just ok. Thesis also progress slowly. Now Im at the final year and final semester. So I decide to do this..

Just a week, I want to concentrate on my study and so on.

A lot of peoples that I care. A lot of friends that I concern. Dont know why but I feel happy doing that things. See them happy make me feel happy too. But, bcoz I always do that, sometimes I forgot to think about myself. So I decide to do this..

Just a week, I want to take care of myself more than anyone.

People say that I am the silent person, but the truth is Im quite talkative and speak a lot recently. A lot of I think. So maybe I have make some peoples around me hurt with my words or maybe feel anoying with me. Dont know. So I decide to do this..

Just a week, I want to keep my mouth shut up and "silent".

I dont know why, I addicted to that thing. I really not sure when it started. My life without open it just once in a day feel very empty. Sometimes I will sleep at 2 to 3 am every day only bcoz of that thing. Must do something. So I decide to do this..

Just a week, I will try my best not to open that thing.

Just a week..

Idea.. I Need Idea!!

Just now I still in progress do my part of presentation for tomorrow. But suddenly Im blank!! Dont know what to type anymore. What happen? I have all the sources and all the references.. But why my brain didnt come with briliant idea? Just 3 more slides to go but where is it? Help!! Idea.. I Need Idea!!

My Day And Nitez

Few days at home, just relax and relaxing my mind. Problems? I let it flew away for now.. Thats why people say home sweet home.. and malay said "rumahku syurgaku" It is true.. I really get a peaceful there. And dont know why, suddenly dont feel to online internet, update this thing and so on. Just want to relax.

Today, got new experience. Never think it will happen. It start when I decide to drop myself at A******* H****. The reason is I think G***** M*** is near that place but it is wrong. So I have to walking along the road in order to go there. What a bad day, at the junction suddenly 3 to 4 creatures with 4 legs trying to chase me..Since it is many of that creatures, the only idea is to.. of coz run away!! Lucky of me, after I run and run suddenly that creatures stop chasing me and I am save.. Huh.. Anyway thanx to that creatures coz succeed force me to have sprint session today.. =P (But I swear I will never walk at that road again)

Day and nite, since I just alone in my rent house, I feel really bored here. So, I fill it by online the internet and stalker my friends blog but still dont have anything new. A suddenly text me and ask weither I go to the theater or not? Em.. Since I have no one to accompany me (poor of me) I said thanx but maybe not. Lastly I decide to change my blog layout.. but how? I succeed finding website about cool layouts but still not clear about it. Dont know what to do after that, I decide to ym my ex roomate coz long time didnt hear about him but still no response.. 1 more text and still no response. Ok, I guess he is not in his room.

Tonite, suddenly feel hungry. So bcoz of that I must go out to eat something. But.. eating alone is really bored.. em Wateva!! I dont care anymore. Thanx GOD, at that time my ex roomate reply my text. So I decide to ask him weither he want to join me or not. He said ok so I got my sweater and go pick up him. Since it was to late and he has a class at 8 am tomorrow, so we ended eating at P***** P******* A long time didnt see him so a lot of things that we discuss.. From the academic until our own life style.. Want to talk a lot but seem he has a lot of stories to share than me so at last I just be a listener only.. But still fun.

Few hours at there, with a lot of stories we share. After pay what we eat I go to his college to drop him there. Then I drive back to my rent house and notice some of my housemates are back and already sleeping. Want to sleep too but still have few things to do. One of it is to complete this post. Done already!! My day and nitez..

Miss A Chance Again..

Today after my last class finish, I come home. Nobody are there and suddenly I feel it is really a bored day, so I decide to online my fb and use some application inside it. "My Top Fans" quite interesting, so I try it and the names appear almost same as usual NA, PR, DO but wait a second.. the person number 4 in the list surprise me.. SAJ... How can she be in my list if she is no longer one of my fb friend? Dont you think it is weird?

" SAJ, one of my friend that I know since I finish form 5. We are quite close and sometime we like to share the problems that we had and also try to give the advice to one another. But, after we enter the IPTA, something happen I think. A week after I contact her, I cant reach her anymore. She is seem to missing somewhere, and keep silent. Suddenly her ym also remain silent and the worse is when I realize that she is not one of my fb friend anymore. I try to ask her friend SNML about what happen but still nothing. So what is happen actually? We dont have any fight before so why suddenly she disappear just like that? Maybe there is something happen that she dont want me to know. So after that we seem to lost contact with one another."

So when someone that is no longer my fb friend suddenly be in that list, I think a chance has come. It is true. That evening I comment the status of her friend SNML and just a few moments SAJ reply that comment. Really surprise to see her give a comment after few months remain silent. She say that I still her friend so she want the three of us meet coz she want to explain the reason why she remain silent before.

Unfortunately bcoz I have something to do today, I cant discuss about our plan to meet with more details. So I end my conversation for a while with a hope to continue our discussion later. But, when I come home and want to continue, I realize that she is no more online. DO said to me it is okay. Sure there will other chance after this. Maybe it is true what DO said but for now I feel that I had miss a chance again..

Judge It From Its Content..

Morning to you. Still remember my previous post Second Chance.. ? It is about my message that I send to one of my schoolmate with the hope to be her friend.. Are you remember it? If yes it is good but if not still can refer to the post back. I dont know you but if I am the follower of this blog, of coz I want to know what happen after that, rite?

So.. I am not sure actually but for now I think I succeed to be her friend.. Maybe I have something that call attraction , so I successful attract her to be my friend.. (Haha, just joking..) The truth is, I really sincere to be her friend so bcoz of that GOD help me by open her heart to accept me as one of her friend. Im really sure about this.

What surprise me is she is different from my friend use to say.. Some friends say that she is shy.. Is that so? Haha.. Maybe just a little bit.. Other friends say that she is something malay people call "dingin, sombong, etc" I believe with it before but after I become her friend, she is different than other peoples taught. She is very friendly, so it is nice to know her.

After finish reading this whole story above, again if I am a follower of this blog, sure I want to know who is "she" and "her" that I mention here, rite? Em.. let keep it as a secret. Figure out yourself if you can =P .. But, be one of her friend make me realize the truth of the famous quote: dont judge a book from its cover, judge it from its content..

Thesis.. Please Move!!

I open my own blog and notice that I have total of 44 posts in 3 months. For me it is really amazing. Looks like I really have a lot of idea to type in this thing. Maybe if I print out all the post I type here, I will got a the book that story about myself.

Then I look out my thesis report and once again I think it is really amazing. Still same like a few months ago. just about 10 to 15 pages only. Means it is not updated at all. Compare to my blog post, Malay words said " Jauh Panggang Dari Api.."

A month has gone and only have 3 months left for me to complete my thesis report. The question is, can I do it? Sometime I questioning myself why I can update my thesis report like I do to this thing? The answer is I dont like thesis report!! Haha

And I am sure a lot of students outside there have a same thinking like me too.. dont like thesis report. Maybe a few have a different thinking, But wateva it is, we still must do and finish the thesis report before its due date rite? So thesis.. please move!!

Cant Her Understand ??

Peoples said if we seem very happy, smiling, laughing out loud and we cant control it, it is mean that something we dont like will happen after that. Maybe it is true. I online the internet, checking my facebook account and hei, there is 2 friend request.. I guess who are this two persons that suddenly add me.. Hmm..

First one is my matrix friend, so no problem at all. Just click "accept" and done. Second one.. hmm.. I think that she start forgeting me but it is not actually. The second person that add me is she again. I really not expected it. Why is she? What with her? I ignore her once so why she still want to add me again?

It is already new year.. and rite now I decide to forget her forever. Dont want to think about her anymore. It is enough for me to think about that! What I got, and what I face before this.. it is enough!! Now, I just want to continue my usual day, live my life to the fullest, walk my own path and see what will waiting for me after this.

So even thousand times she add me, it will result with I will ignore her. Seem like very cruel but I dont care about it! What people said, what people think.. I dont care!! I know what I do more than anyone. I want to forget her forever and I really mean it! So.. why cant she do the same? Why still trying? Cant her understand??

Entertaining Weekend!!

Hi there, just go back from doing something that people likes to do, hang out, enjoy and entertain ourselves.. Haha.. To be honest, my Saturday start with happiness but then become really bored day. Happy bcoz my friend text me and say "duit dah masuk".. Wahh!! that is the good news. Im sure student like us really happy with this news rite? But bcoz of that it become really boring since all friends go out anywhere and I just alone.

So I decide to go out myself and do several things : cut my hair, buy new dvd box, buy sweater and have a lunch. Finish, go back to home and.. owhh.. still have no one here.. The bored come again. Nitez come, and you know it is really bored have a dinner alone, so I decide to text and ask her to join me with the dinner. And.. since we have nothing to do, so we decide to hang out together tomorrow. Plus, I have some promise that I must do.

Then, the next day which is today or Sunday, we drive a car to M****** D******** and go to mall there. First thing to do, buy movie tickets and both of us agree that it must be Ju-on : White Ghost VS Black Ghost coz the title seem interesting. We have a lunch, window shoping. and dont forget to pray. At cinema, without expected, the movie is funny. I repeat.. funny!! Not scared me at all. So if you want to watch horror movies, please delete this from your choices . Haha..

Finish with the "nothing understand at all movie" , I give my idea to change our hang out session to B***** U****. She agree with it so once again, drive until reach there. Same, just do some window shoping from shop to shop and finally at the last shop we stop, I lose and ended buying some clothes.. =P Nitez, we close our hang out session by having a dinner once again. It really tired.. but okay coz it is really entertaining weekend!!

The Crazy And Crazy Day

Rite now I just arrive safely to my rent house (Alhamdulillah) So where I go before this? Em.. I travel along K**** L***** - S******* highway even I never plan to do that.. So how can it be like that? Just continue reading..

" Friday morning, it was rainy day, so just lock myself at home and suddenly, got message from A that invite me to hang out together with M at T**** S*****. So, ok then.. see u later.. After Jumaat's prayer, I prepare myself faster, start the engine and ready to go.(Since A and M are already at T**** S*****) No problem to go there. Arrive, I enter that place and suddenly seen my friends AM, SIS, HH and ZS.. What the coincidence. Say hi to two of them and then continue looking for A and M.

Finally meet A and M for the first time. Still dont believe it, like a dream.. Haha. But, a minute later M has something to do so after that only A and me. We round around the mall and after that watching movies. M still not appear. Stories seem interesting but the ending is not like I think, maybe there will be sequel after this. Finish with movie and M arrive there once again.. finally. After buying bag and some big apple doughnuts, It is time to go home.

And.. as I expected we lost. The crazy is, we lost and no one of my friends know where are we rite now. The sign that I give seem not clear. So I follow my friend advice before this " If lost, use instinct" It really work, we come back to the place we meet before this so I just drive and drive, enter the highway, u-turn, go straight and u-turn again until reach U********* P**** M******* safely. I say bye bye to A and M, drop them there and continue drive to my home.

Once again I lost (I know it wil happen again.. haha). But this time is worst. Just have some cash in my wallet, the oil quite empty and my nset credit is 0.54 cents only. Really crazy but still continue driving. Thanx GOD I see oil station so problem with the empty tank is settle. (Even I feel shame bcoz at first, I go to 7E in front of the oil station and ask for oil) Crazy. Suddenly MAKZ call and give the direction, so at last I reach at P***** D**** safely. Alhamdulillah.."

What the crazy day I had today. I Admit it is crazy but fun.. Have a chance meet A and M really fun. Beside, still succeed drop A and M safely to their place and also succeed arrive safely to my hometown. So for me it is okay rite? Haha..

If I Know This Will Happen

Yesterday, about 10.30 pm one of my closest person to me text me and ask to accompany watching movie. At first I taught that it was joking since that person always joke when we talk about hang out together. At first I refuse to join. Then that person said it is serious and not a joking.. So I think why not if it is true? Plus, we plan to hang out together long time ago but it never fulfill.

But.. Goshh!!! I forget that tomorow (which is today) is Wednesday so it is means thesis day. Thesis day is the day which I need to prepare something related to my thesis project and then see lecturer to get the feed back and maybe some advice to improve my work. So it is means that I can go out anywhere bcoz I need to prepare myself for that session. So I said to that person I cant make it and we do it next time..

So bcoz of that thesis day, today I just sitting in front the laptop and online the internet try to find some data related to my thesis project (but still not forgotten fb.. haha). At the usual time, I go to my faculty to see the lecturer but he is not there. My friend text him but there is no reply. So at last I come home without see my lecturer. What can I say. I dont pray for it to happen.. Maybe it is better if I agree to accompany that person if I know this will happen..

Developing Hobby

" ko kne develop hobby ko sekarang wei, kalau x bile ko keje nanti hidup ko xde life.."

I still remember his word. Thanx to ASMN that remind me for this. Maybe what he say is true. If everything doing just fine, I will finish my study about 4 months later. Means after that if I refuse to continue my study, I will start to build my carier.

And as I see, life for the workers is really bored. Me myself feel the same when I go for my internship a years ago. Wake up early, take a bath, pray, driving to my work place and start my job from 8.00 am until 5.00 pm. Everyday same thing. Really bored rite?

So maybe start from now I must find something that make me really interested to do it. Or in other word I must start develop my hobby. But what is I really want? He said that the hobby is something that will have us to spend a lot of time, money and energy. So what is really suitable for me?

I ike cycling but rite now it is not suitabe choice. It needs a lot of stamina and I dont think I have that. (It is long time since my last jogging session.. Haha). So maybe I will prefer something that related to engine.. Wateva it is as long we love to do it rite? Lastly, I think all of us really need to develop our own hobby. Dont you think so?

It Bring Us Together - Happy New Year !!

31 Dec 09, 11.49 am - Got sms from F that ask where I want to go for this celebration? But bcoz at that time I have a class and I pay attention to it (haha, I think so) so I dont realize that F has send me sms until 2.20 pm. Sorry for late reply.. Hehe

31 Dec 09, 2.30 pm - Have some sms session with F and F say want to go to K**** L***** C*** C***** for the celebration and ask if I want to join or not. Sound interesting but bcoz I never celebrate it before this, so still not sure about it.

31 Dec 09, 4.45 pm - Suddenly D chat me and ask me same question " Where I want to go for the celebration?" And I answer "Dont know yet, never celebrate it before this" Several chating session and still cant decide anything, same goes to D.

31 Dec 09, 6.34 pm - My friend A text me and ask if I want to join celebrate it at T** C**** Since not enough time, so I think fast and finally decide to join A. I text F and discuss about A's plan. And finally F agree to join us.

31 Dec 09, 8.05 pm - On the way to pick up F, D text me and say want to join us celebrate it at T** C****. So I have to wait about half an hour until D get ready for it. After that we start our journey with 2 of them bullying me since I am a new comer. But still fun.. Haha.. We meet A and wait until that time..

01 Jan 10, 12.00 am - Finally it is come. What surprise me is that day bring us together. Different plan at first but end with 4 of us celebrate together. With a lot of fireworks, our snow spray war, paper aeroplane, snaping session and lots more, it is Happy New Year!!!