Miss A Chance Again..

Today after my last class finish, I come home. Nobody are there and suddenly I feel it is really a bored day, so I decide to online my fb and use some application inside it. "My Top Fans" quite interesting, so I try it and the names appear almost same as usual NA, PR, DO but wait a second.. the person number 4 in the list surprise me.. SAJ... How can she be in my list if she is no longer one of my fb friend? Dont you think it is weird?

" SAJ, one of my friend that I know since I finish form 5. We are quite close and sometime we like to share the problems that we had and also try to give the advice to one another. But, after we enter the IPTA, something happen I think. A week after I contact her, I cant reach her anymore. She is seem to missing somewhere, and keep silent. Suddenly her ym also remain silent and the worse is when I realize that she is not one of my fb friend anymore. I try to ask her friend SNML about what happen but still nothing. So what is happen actually? We dont have any fight before so why suddenly she disappear just like that? Maybe there is something happen that she dont want me to know. So after that we seem to lost contact with one another."

So when someone that is no longer my fb friend suddenly be in that list, I think a chance has come. It is true. That evening I comment the status of her friend SNML and just a few moments SAJ reply that comment. Really surprise to see her give a comment after few months remain silent. She say that I still her friend so she want the three of us meet coz she want to explain the reason why she remain silent before.

Unfortunately bcoz I have something to do today, I cant discuss about our plan to meet with more details. So I end my conversation for a while with a hope to continue our discussion later. But, when I come home and want to continue, I realize that she is no more online. DO said to me it is okay. Sure there will other chance after this. Maybe it is true what DO said but for now I feel that I had miss a chance again..