She said.. that I never think of her after we break.. Is that true? If so, why I still keep the gifts that she gave me? Why I still ask peoples that know her, is she alright? is she happy? And why I still keep some of the photos that is most memorable with me? Why??
She said.. that I do a decision just for myself.. Is that true? If so, why I still thinking the result that I got from the decision I make? Why I still question myself that I do is right or wrong? And why I still blame myself after I made the decision? Why??
She said.. that I never try to save our relationship.. Is that true? If so, why I dont want her to forget me after we break? Why I still want her to contact me after that? And why I ask her to be my friend first. Why??
She said.. that now she really want to forget me.. Is that true? If so, why she always asking me weither I still love her or not? Why she still want me to give her hope? And why she still want to know what I'm doing now? Why??
She said.. that I will not get a person that can love me very2 much like she does.. Is that true? If so, is that means I will live alone after this? Without someone special in my life? If the God create me with no one to be my someone, I will take that as my fate..
And what I want to say, thanx for her for being honest with me after couple of years..
2 comments:
its okay..there is someone much better for you outside there...
tiba2 je kan i comment ur oldest n oldest entry..haha...sapa suruh tak post new entry kn..kiki..btw, where have u been??:p
betol la kata org yg bahasa lelaki nie x sama mcm pmpuan.
lepas baca entry ko nie terbukak sikit fikiran aku. lelaki dan perempuan mmg x sama dlm bbahasa dan bfikir
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